Lonely

I haven't felt so lonely in a long time. Sometimes I feel that I am so insignificant that what I do doesn't even have purpose; and yet I keep trucking forward. I live in the "Big City" and I use to love it, but it doesn't have its appeal anymore. I left to make a point and guess what I don't even think it was worth it? Sure I was able to learn how to be independent and for what? Now I am lonely. Yes I have my family, my husband and kids, but I have no friends and bonds. I don't know my neighbor, and I don't even have my own home. I am living day to day and its slowly making me feel more and more depressed. What is the point? Okay that was my rant... Onward and keeping moving forward.